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GRAD

by Jan Dulay

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1.
its time to work a bit harder now im finding that im right used to be something more to me more than sunshine i find it harder now to breath when you're around me well this so called chemistry is firing back on what we used to be we're taking two steps forward when you tell me that we're fine we take one step back cause it was me this whole time i'm pretending again, just like i always do when it comes to me, when it comes to you we're taking turns in this stupid game say we're fine say we're good but we're not so what are we gonna do can't leave it up to you you're looking like you wanna start a fight its not unusual what we do all night what do we tell the world when they see whats become of us what do we say when they ask if everything's alright?
2.
How Do You 03:38
youre sweet talkin and heart breakin i keep starin my heart’s achin i used to be brave now i’m just backin down i know my limits and now you’re back in town what do i say to get you my way what do i do to get to you baby na na na na (2x) youre lookin tan and you stay to chat i keep makin faces you’re askin me to stay i wanna fall for it but i’m workin harder i know your ways and i’m fallin under how did u get me to go your way how do u always get me to say na na na na (2x) how do what ur set out to do when all i want is just to be with you and u knock me off my feet and i can’t keep on beat when all i wanna do is sing to you na na na na (2x)
3.
8th Grade 04:46
tommy is a straight up kinda guy and he doesn’t like to mess around he likes to fuck shit up on saturdays and do homework on sundays wrote me a song in 8th grade played it up front in class and i couldn’t breathe honestly i don’t know, only the last line is true oh i see if you come back im waiting on you to get on track miles away you could say that i’m pining and all i know is i i don’t wanna let this go alex is a straight up kinda guy and i liked all of his stupid hats he likes to notice me from across the room and make me feel better oh i was so dumb when i told him that it was over and i couldn’t take it back honestly i gotta say it, only the last line is true how could you come back to me when all i could say is excuse me mistakes are mistakes i’m a piece of shit how would you come back to me i really don’t have money to make a trip across the sea.
4.
Run 05:03
hearing wedding bells floor length ball gowns gonna miss the way "miss" sounds to my ears it's a nightmare to fall to my knees i know you'll catch me but i'm still afraid i'm still afraid you got your best man i got my old man and my mama telling me i still can turn my life around and find me a plane get out vegas and run while i can i got a bridesmaid and my best friends and your mama whispering you still can make a mess on your dress and get out of vegas while you still can remember being young and hating each other gonna miss the way you threw paper planes and how we wish we could be next to you and me but now we're here now we're here run run find some other way to tell her you love her bake a cake on a birthday tell her you love her run run find some other way to tell her you love her tell a friend you found the one tell her you love her
5.
Your Cool 04:35
put it into feelings put it into words i could not do the same if i thought about you im not the way that you are and i find it funny that you can sympathize with that look in your eyes i have never met a match to my own to hands and someone who can knock me off my feet and i can say it with all honesty you have got the most the best of me don't lose it don't lose your cool we have gotten this far and i can't say it best but the way that you are is better than the rest, to me. i am not one for the words like you but you caught me you got me with what falls from your finger tips pep talks at 9 at night and staying til 3 in the morning dont lose it, dont lose your cool i could never guess that the best of me was loaned to you dont lose it, dont lose your cool
6.
fuck you im going to community college it’s been a while and i know exactly what i’m doing got money on my mind and other things like im graduating but fuck you i’m going to community college all the glamour and the ritz quit callin me a scaredy little bitch i’m doin higher education directly after graduation gonna walk across that stage remember my old age i’m doin it cause i can fuck you i’m goin to community college all this money that i don’t have is like the money that you don’t even have i don’t know what we’re talkin about anyway, but we’re both goin our own way (community and college) FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I’M GOIN TO COMMUNITY COLLEGE!
7.
never known you farther than your name never known you more than the colour of your hair could have called you to ask but i didn't know that either i don't know how you fell but i hate you for it and i know you know the difference and i know you know how it feels to be so lost when you want to be found how felt to fall back to the ground when you're high off loving someone who never knew you more than just your name and i know you know i know you know if i ever get you meet your eyes again if i ever get the chance to hold your hands in mine would have known what it feels to lose something i'm not i don't know how you did it but you got to me i just can't say the way i feel without making a fool out of me i just don't know how to control the meanest parts of me
8.
Two Of Us 04:06
you can call me what you want just don’t make a fool out of me you know it isn’t right i can’t take this anymore who will say it first between the two of us admit that we were wrong about bein right who will say i’m sorry for the trouble i didn’t mean to hurt you again my heart it fell again, and everything is broken but you’re still here with that same smile that you make when you think it’s okay my heart is on the line i can’t keep up, i can’t do this anymore i hope you understand that, not everything is about you.
9.
best frienz 03:10
best friends dont steal each other's things but i was never your friend. enemies, caught you staring at me i know you wanna say something, but we're all afraid now. they share, but i dont think you heard that i think you're afraid that someone would say that youre too much too little to walk away what kind of love do you think you got youre gonna hurt when you hear that all of your feelinsg dont matter a thing now when behind closed doors, is where you sing now: "baby don't go just want you to know" and all of your feelings dont mean a thing now when your kind of loving is lost in the ring now dont be scar yah, i got a lot to say but i learned in 8th grade that there's some mthings you gotta share. enemies caught you staring at me i think that you know all the ways all the ways to walk away
10.
That Girl 03:43
(Please don't trust the lyrics because this song was the last song done and we spent the entire time becoming Drake and Lissie's lovechild.) i dont wanna be the first girl to fuck up your love to fuck up your love but i guess i did anyway with two chord songs and the way you held me after you played a melody in 8th grade that i could imagine how it still goes you were taller so much taller and better than me but who’s to say that this is the end when i’m trying to fix it all don’t hate me because

about

WARNING: "there are some whack ass curse words in this record bruh" - Jan

MOST OF THIS IS DONE LIVE WOW.

may 10, 2014

Not a lot of songs on this are about food this time around, after finding inspiration in an 8th grade yearbook and going to college. Jan's newest record is full of curse words, whistle solos, and old songs she stole from herself and her own bands. Share it with your graduating friends and all your family and even your nasty old enemies.

november 26, 2014 [edit]:

this is a list of regrets, a series of songs that entail thoughts i had for a moment, and currently regret and never wish i ever though. except for 1, 2, 7, 10, 11, and 12.

there are things that make you grow up all of a sudden. and i know that. it feels good to grow up.

credits

released May 10, 2014

Jan would like to thank The Janitals, The Jan Dulay Sidewalk Safety Team, and the NKW Blog runners. She would also like to thank the following:

- The Mildewcaines
- AnthonyFrancine
- Semaj Johnson
- Her parents and her brothers
- Mr. Mcmoyler and Mrs. Van Wert, for being her constant supporters in life.
- Josh + Allisson, for keeping her on track with recording, writing, uploading, and crying
- Aly + Kae for being cheerleaders and reminding Jan that she's not that bad of a singer
- Solange Knowles
- Aaron Carter
- Kanye West
- Dylan O'Brien



P.S

she would also like to thank the sunshine after the rain because she fuckin hates rain

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Jan Dulay San Francisco, California

JD is a musician, sound engineer/designer, from the Bay Area. They do not make a lot of music anymore but are trying to write the musicial living in their head.

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